WHEN THE PAIN IS 2 DEEP INSIDE
Let me sum up what I feel inside
I relive bad memories almost every day
from people calling me names to
throughing what
ever they could find at me one day I
was walking around the complex of
where I live
( PROVIDINCE TOWERS) and a
group of kids where
throughing rocks at me it was August 31st
than I got a call that night my mom told
me my great grandmouther died of cnacer
and I was broken I saw here twice befor
she left and both times I wanted to say
goodbye yet each time I saw here it
was as if I didint know
how to talk like my voice was just gone
next summer came I was at my grand
mouthers house and my sister called me
crying telling me one of
our firends from middle school just died
of cvancer and I havent seen or hered
from here in 4 years didint even get to
say good bye
for the last time a year later 3 days befor
3 days befor my 19th b day and a year in
2 weeks ago since my great
grandmouther died I find out one of
my firends is in jail because he almost
k**ed someone and cut someone else
now hes most
most likey in jail for life
so when you see me and ask me if im ok
it dosnt matter if i have a home friends
family because sometimes
when the pain is 2 deep inside nouthing
around you matters when the pain is 2
deep
inside when the pain is 2 deep inside
often ill start thinking about mudder or
sucide but than I think about going to
jail or not going home where I belong
and so I just
keep it all locked up inside because the
pain is 2 deep to handal and I dont
know what else to do so mabe next
time
you ask me if im ok you better think
real hard if you really want to know
what I feel inside
because like I said earlier when the pain
is 2 deep inside nouthing around you
matters not even life ists self just keep
that
in mind case when the pain si 2 deep
insdie when the pain is 2 deep insdie
when the pain is 2 deep inside
it dosent matter where you are or
who your with it all comes back
in a matter of seconds
THIS SONG WAS WRITTEN BY NATALIE MARIE HOWELL AGE 19 TYPED BY NATALIE MARIE HOWELL AGE 19