[ Intro: Ozzy Osbourne ]
Heaven
Is in the palm of my hand and it's waiting here for you
What am I supposed to do with a childhood tragedy
If I close my eyes forever
Will it all remain unchanged
Will it all remain the same
[ Verse 1: Nalyd Ecitsuj ]
Suicidal thoughts, plots as I try to connect the dots
Trying to untangle the knots
Cause I latch every lock and I hide every spot
Been in this rut for almost a year and as I see the end come near
Everything becomes so clear
When the bit is over and the laughing is no more
And I'm lying on the floor because I just found out the girl I love is a who*e
She even swore she wouldn't make me mourn
Now my heart has been torn
But a new girl has come in to write a new chapter
But she is just another actor
The pain comes back flooding a little faster
I'm so tired of all the fatigue inside
I'm not even going to goodbye
I'm ready to die as a man who lost his mind
Whom to confine? Why don't I just snort lines
Why am I not holding a nine to my dome
Well because I'd rather rhyme
I need someone to play attention
But they couldn't afford it
I'm on the wrong road so why, might as well floor it
Sorting out my beliefs, The kid you left to hang by his lonesome
Now it's all done
Now I'm gone son
Now it's on son
I had aspiring dreams, they done son
To you it's all a gruesome scene
Blood,Guts and Screams
Call me when I'm mainstream
f** it, just believe
[ Ozzy Osbourne ]
Sometimes it's hard to hold on
So hard to hold on to my dreams
It isn't always what it seems when you face to face with me
[ Verse 2: Nalyd Ecitsuj ]
Trying to keep my head up
I guess I shouldn't try to worry
This the second mixtape attempt
I ain't going nowhere. So no need to hurry
I take two steps forward, to get five steps back
It's like I have a knack for failure and not success
How you gonna tell me I'm blessed because I can't even stand to get dressed
A mirror is like a tale of the tape
I flip off my image and spit on him
Then ask him how did it taste
Taste like defeat
But who should I blame
Get the f** outta my lane
Hey Oz have you ever felt this way
[ Ozzy Osbourne: No, I'll never feel the same ]
Nalyd: Close Your Eyes
Ozzy: Close Your Eyes
Nalyd: Close em'
Ozzy: You gotta close your eyes
Nalyd: Please, just close them for me
Ozzy: Close Your Eyes
You gotta Close Your Eyes for me