(Here i come)
(Spark, spark)
Tired of fighting with myself
(Verse 1)The Soundtrack to my life, feel like i been living for somebody else
At the church paying tithes please somebody help
For its over rarely ever sober, hard to get degrees when the p's pull us over
V's on the shoulder, searched on the freeway ran them plates now we free at last like freeway
The padlock replaced, by girl locks and ss keys you steady bragging bout ya SS please
Save ya wind, we in it for the win the present turn to past but we still remember when
The kane turn to ash and the ash turn to lint the lint hit our pants grabbed a rag and we rinsed
Not knowing it was coke residue ahead of schedule playing in the bushes by the vegetables (that was tree)
(Chorus) Its not me, it's not my family
In your head, in your head they are fighting
Wit there tanks and there bombs and there guns and there drums
In your head, in your head they are fighting
(Verse 2) Only time will reveal, got a little older learned to throw shoulders
Penny pinching on the corner trying to get over
Living fast thinking i was hot, coke by the half flipping thru them rocks
That was back when Kev was out starting growing Locks, me and Freddy had a ruff ryde we was like the lox
Neva blame him always be my friend but i had a vowel to k** this sh** here until the end
Even then i was hostile, neva put the mic down picked up production on the side what a nice sound
Combination,convo at the station fresh 2 def playing 103 n***as hating
Studio i stayed in, cowards tried to run up in it and throw a n***a for the curve no roger clemens
I swear to god I'm so tired of living but soon as my tears rise you inspire vision
(Chorus 2) Repeats