Verse:
I got the mindset of my uncle in his late twenties
I'm tryna get it right and do this once
And never think about it twice
Yet I'm talking to myself, demanding my own patience
If it work then it work
If it don't its back to basics
I'm so close I can taste it
That truth hurt I'm tryna face it
Knowing time ain't always promised, Tomorrow gone if you waste it
I spend my nights wasted
Long nights with no sleep
Tryna keep this sh** on track, I guess I'm to controlling
I guess I'm just to zoned in
They always say I know him
I went from being last place
To, damn my team needs him
(I gave up too much time and I don't want it back, I'm still having fears of being in the back)
Expectations of me falling off when I get on
They hate to see you make it, but don't show it till you get on
I been away for too long
I thought its time to move on
The biggest questions when
And I tell em not for too long
(Hook)
When it's done all I got is me
I got some n***as that'll shoot for me
A couple women takin shots for me
The same n***as gonna envy me
When its done, yeah it's over with
I never changed on some s**er sh**
With the same people that I'm ridin with
I'm tryna see them millions before I have to quit