Cea**it
Yeah, Myk Check.. aka Davis!
And It's Empty...
I'm sitting in the first pew. It's Empty's sitting on the floor
This year's felt like a curse, who
Can say that they really know either of us anymore? (Including ourselves)
Just 1st…Infinity's end begins. Who's worse? (Me or you)
It doesn't matter in the end
New trends…force the fake grins. The greater the influence the fewer the friends
It's time to make a list, make a change, and make amends
Memories missed, time has slipped away
Why can't we be like Eminem—“Not Afraid” to take that first step to save ourselves (From ourselves)
Now we're both drowning in debt. We can't downset so we're both upset
Full of regret, unable to forget
Being sober's our new threat, it's got us desperate
Teetering on the edge of being lead to playing Russian roulette
Fetch me an etch a sketch I'll sketch an etch that we can sign right now
The screen will hold a pledge that says
“No more salts allowed.”
Hopefully you'll be seeing me abiding by what I just said but
This feeling of defeat got my feet feeling like they're stuck in concrete—heavy as lead
I've fallen so far behind I'll probably never get ahead
Adjacent states had me making mistakes
Went from always insufflating to constantly hating my eternal debating
On whether or not to kick the habit I'm used to doing daily
And when I don't have it, I'm extra lazy. Laying in the bed all day
Sunrise, to sunset, my life is wasting away
But I got this idea from Bailey Shay
We could turn our lives around and start living a better way
I used to walk through the door focused on the shelves behind the counter
I now don't go a day without asking myself "How the"
"Heck did let myself get to this place?"
I'll never forget the tone in his voice or the expression on his face
The day {censored} asked me bout a piece of a straw
I thought I had safely tucked away
That's just a simple mistake
Yeah, that's what I tell myself, everyday, day to day
But wait
This ain't another sad song
It seems that way
I just wanna move on
For me it'll take 28 days
I'll see you when you come home
I hope that during my stay I don't get seasick…
Well actually there's no way since I'll be on dry land
Nowhere near a boat or a ship tryna stay a float
CEASSIT!!
Thanks, I needed that. Consider it cea**at. ––