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Lately i been struggling to hold on
Feels like life ain’t something that i got a hold on
b*tches tryna fu*k cause of all this gold on
Wondering how long they’ll ride for me, life is so long
People tend to leave you when life’s going wrong
Can’t lie, i been stressing, i been goin off
Pray the struggle ends, it just keep going on
I’m jus tryna find the strength to hold on
{verse 1}
Holding on ain’t easy when it’s hard to get a cheque
I done took chances in this life, i’ve put out my neck
For ni**as who ain’t love me, them folks lost my respect
I been tryn figure when it’s all ovеr who’ll be left
Need respеct, and nothing less
Know i need commitment if you wan ride on the jet
If you say you down, i don’t know why you causing stress
ni**as tend to hate when they see you out getting blessed
Feeling unsafe, now i keep that flame up on me dawg
How you do the opposite of all that you told me dawg
I ain’t tryna hear from you so don’t even phone me dawg
Way i’m ballin on em in the fourth like kobe dawg
ni**as talkin bout me, i don’t care cause they don’t me know dawg
All i’ve done for the city, these ni**as owe me dawg
These ni**as been phony, all they say is baloney dawg
I gotta ignore the bullsh*t it’s all below me dawg
They’ll never slow me dawg
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Lately i been struggling to hold on
Feels like life ain’t something that i got a hold on
b*tches tryna fu*k cause of all this gold on
Wondering how long they’ll ride for me, life is so long
People tend to leave you when life’s going wrong
Can’t lie, i been stressing, i been goin off
Pray the struggle ends, it just keep going on
I’m jus tryna find the strength to hold on
{verse 2}
Thinkin to myself, i can’t make these mistakes again
People acting like we homies, but they playin pretend
How you bite the hand that feeds you, say it’s an accident
Feel i’m fighting with the devil, we been grappling
I been scrambling
Unscrabbling all of your lies, you put in the prettiest packaging
Tired of this bullsh*t, living like this is damaging
Calm ni**a but you got me panicking
Forcing sh*t like anakin
You the reason that i’m hanging with the savages
Wounds on my heart, yeah i still got the bandages
You moving scandalous
Like them pretty women that’s out in los angeles
This life ain’t easy
I been searching for a woman that could please me
You think it would, but this money and fame don’t ease me
ni**as runnin they mouth like they in a relay
Tryna slow me down, but i can’t have no delays
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Lately i been struggling to hold on
Feels like life ain’t something that i got a hold on
b*tches tryna fu*k cause of all this gold on
Wondering how long they’ll ride for me, life is so long
People tend to leave you when life’s going wrong
Can’t lie, i been stressing, i been goin off
Pray the struggle ends, it just keep going on
I’m jus tryna find the strength to hold on