[Intro]
Hello
Sitting on a cloud that I built out of jello
On top a mountain I just painted yellow
[Verse 1]
Living in a house that I built out of pencils
The words from my mouth all work like a stencil
Of my mind
When I'm twisted just like a pretzel
She said that I'm rough but I dress like I'm gentle
I said enough time she'll adjust to my bed post
Subliminal s** lines, I rush life
I can't slow down like a bus might just like after tonight their won't be any more
I'm not ready for, everyday to be the same I'm for another 20 years
That's why I'll stay awake for another 20 years
I'm going up, I'm going up
I don't I think I could possibly see you from here
They're throwing up, they're throwing up
I don't think they could possibly look in a mirror
With that hate in their eyes
That is the reason I wait to arrive
That is the reason I'm late and I lie
When I haven't left my driveway but I, say that I'll make it in 5
I, know that they've made up their mind
What they want for my fait is to dive, dive
I'm already swimming through sharks, before I obey I will die
And that's why I pay em no while, they take up my style
This sh** that I make up, these places I go in my mind ain't free you should pay by the mile
I'm not like anybody else if I'm stuck to the floor I'll just paint the tiles
[Hook]
I'm, going up
I'm, going up
I'm, going up
You're just a dot from here
X2
[Bridge]
Sometimes living on the surface of this earth is worse than living in a bathroom with just windows and no curtains
I can safely say that I am someone's worst because I'm determined
I've been learning, I've been working
[Verse 2]
You can't f** with these verses
I still go to Grant Mac and f** with these nurses
If I say that I'm stuck or I'm hurt
She'll rush me to first just like it was urgent, yeah
Comes to me first just like she's a virgin, if I said I wanted her heart
I'd instantly become a surgeon, most of my songs have purpose this time
I'm just taking off like I'm shirtless, this time
I can't call an ex out because I can't find one that is worth it, uh
I can't write a text out because I can't find one that would work
If f** you doesn't say enough
And what's true doesn't convey much
Then leave those people behind, behind your back is the when they're courageous
What do any of us have to care for?
Floating through the halls like I'm airborne
I'm going up, I'm going up
I guess that what these girls stare for
I guess that's what I'm impaired for
I guess that's why I won't share more dedication
If reputation is equal to education then I must need intensive training
To read text books and talk about how the next test looks
At least when I walk into cla** you're impressed with, my entrance
f** it, I'm going, I'm going
[Hook]