(Intro: Murdock and Jack Blerry)
*TV on in the background*
M: Yo what the f** are we watching?
J: Yo I have never seen... what is he doing with her leg?
M: This is crazy... ahhhh... bro i'm definitely feeling something
J: Yo same man
M: Holy sh** I'm feeling pretty weird
J: It's good though, it's good yo
M: Yeah, yeah. Nah it's good man and you know what, that's dope cause sh** hasn't been good. Like so much sh**'s been going down man and I miss you dog
J: Yeah, I miss you too, bro
M: Let me catch you up on something real quick...
(Verse 1: Murdock and Jack Blerry)
M: It's been a minute Blerry, not lying it's been scary
I'm in uncharted waters, feeling like I popped my cherry
J: Yeah I feel you, dog. Shrooms hit hard. I'm staring at my life in parts, where do I start? and you?
M: Yo these caps and stems are a mental cleanse and I don't know where I'll be when my life does end
J: I know right, like we don't know when it's lights out. right now we alive, get's me psyched out!
M: And right now in life I know that I don't give a f** cause these last few months, I've been rolling in the dumps
J: I just hope the universe has got a plan for me, this introvert wants to converse and it's got me panicking
M: Yo if we wanna get a better picture of the wisdom within us we should listen to our inner voices
J: Getting to the top means we never gotta stop, I've been doing that a lot, make some better choices
M: See I feel voiceless, like I spiel annoyance but every word I speak is ideal for rejoicing!
J: Murdock word, gotta follow your foot. If worst comes to worst at least we spoke our goods
M: And our goods ain't good sh** our goods are great!
J: Like there's no debate sh** this is fate!
M: And we're gonna have the whole world in checkmate!
J: Why's that?
M&J: Cause you can't bring us down when we in this state!
J: f** yo, I'm hungry as f**! I'm about to go to the f**ing corner store and get some chips or some sh**. You want something?
M: Nah I'm good bro, I'm gonna just chill here
J: Aight, I'll be back
*Door opens and closes. Jack Blerry leaves*
(Verse 2: Murdock and Anxiety)
M: Ahhhh.... sh**. Oh sh** I'm not feeling good. Let me call Blerry. f**! Where's my phone? Just take a deep breath, David. I am in control
A: I am in control
M: f**
J: Missed me well guess what I've missed you! I know these past few months have been abysmal
It's been a sinful and you've sure been sinful. But there's no starting over, life's not baptismal!
Me and you were made for each other, we're perfect
Keep that heart to yourself you will only hurt it
Everything you've figured out by now, I thought you've learned it. But friendship and love, you DO NOT DESERVE IT!
But you've got me, it's anxiety. i miss creeping up on your skin in our privacy
I'm before anyone else, there's no rivalry. You're dependent so I expect compliancy!
You've fought all these urges defiantly, don't let this high descend down to sobriety
Hallucinogens? Well let's add variety and down this whole bottle out in entirety!
M: f** that yo! You know you're k**ing my high? I was tripping with my boy, was a really good time
And now you think that i'll be flipping when you come in and chime?
I'm a new f**ing man, I've emerged from the grime!
I know what I want and you're not included. I've been left before and I've gotten through it
But I'm only human so I sought improvement, becoming the best me for everybody in my movement
A: Oh wow you've become a big man since therapy, started working out and meditating regularly
These fixes they're only temporary see, this is a lifelong battle, f** serenity!
M: Well now I take this Lexapro so it can let me know, I can ask for help to get me through the next episode
Taking you on by myself made me implode, now it's the gift of others that I've been bestowed
A: Sooner or later they'll get sick of you. We all know deep down you're despicable!
M: I'm invincible! With new principals! You've made my entire life f**ing miserable!
A: Well guess what, did you know we're inseparable and we're dying together it's inevitable!
M: Hah! For once I agree that's true, if there's no cure than I'll just learn to live with you!
*Door Opens. Jack Blerry enters*
Jack Blerry: Yo Murdock I got you... yo you good, yo?
Murdock: Haha, yeah... never better