“I've Been Sayin”
[bridge]
A lot of people want to know
I have been saying a lot…
They want to know how it goes
How I got by, how I plot, who knows?
sh** comes, sh** goes
New friends, new girlfriends, it does not matter how it ends
Because it's all about how it begins
[Chorus]
Started some sh** when I was young
No no no no no
You don't know how to let sh** go
This is not like four years ago
This is what I've been saying
No no no new friends no no
Look I know
[verse 1]
Before ZzzQuil, I was smoking weed and threw a poke-ball
Whatever was needed to k** the troubles
It made me hap-py, Just to enter-tain me
But to think of it, I am a substance addict, pain relapsing perfect
I think probably going to be an alcoholic so I probably never drink
But the act of peer pressure got me to rethink
It's all bit strange, trying to be, perfect, but I will never be
There's more me than me, more to see
To this thing called life
But I spend nights wishing it all bit different to bring
But I got to thinking being different and doing different things
I did some thinking and that's all I ever do is think and
Perhaps I am quite uncertainly of what I wanna do with my life
My life, my life, undefined
The nights, the nights, I'm ashamed
The nights, the nights, profound
[Chorus]
Started some sh** when I was young
No no no no no
You don't know how tho let sh** go
This is not like four years ago
This is what I've been saying
No no no new friends no no
Look I know
[verse 2]
How can you know what you don't know?
Heh, I don't even know, I just have a different view to grow
I feel stuck going to school, like dude what's up with your attitude
It's really not that new to get a clue, help me out Don Messick
Everyday is toxic, hands in my pockets like some kind of conflict
Sitting behind of cla**, listening to my idols
Nothing really was disable;
Words of thoughts, in my head, rhymes to get ahead
Whenever I got the time, I sit down to make a rhyme
Is it worth my time?
It's like my ninth time I've said this;
The end of my days ends with happiness
Ignorance is bliss, ignorance is violence
[Chorus]
Started some sh** when I was young
This is what I've been saying
No no no new friends no no
You don't know how tho let sh** go
This is not like four years ago
This is what I've been saying
[Verse 3]
I never want to die not knowing what could have been in a different life
I stay alive because I know there's something there
I stay for the strive
I f**ed up in the past, more than I should
But a new day always come undertook
Sometimes I hide by telling lies
Sometimes a tear in my eye because I teared my life
Honesty, the truth is ice and let it set for awhile
I'm melting but it's quite mild even for a smile
How does it felt to walk a mile in someone's shoes?
The future comes near and I can't yet commandeer
These problems, all the arrogance, and the distance and sentences
But
It's finally good to know that I am my own deepest fear
[Outro]