Just close your eyes and image him, imagine his presence and his feel, watch him consume but not concide the ways of man-kind, the thoughts in his head because the Phyllis said "good morning" (because the Phyllis said "good morning")
Wake up, Phyllis
By this time you have lost hope, the words in your head mean nothing, you have become a pawn of Phyllis, he now controls you but not yet consumes, what does he want?
Repeat after me "I am free, I am not a pawn, I am my own self, I am in control, I will be devout to one and so shall in return I will be provided with the bounty of his harvest, his dawn upon man-kind, I will no longer live a life of loss and unwillingness, Phyllis has allowed me to become, I am free"