[Verse 1]
So close to finding out, but drifting further everyday
Inhale the smell of d**h, defeat my purpose anyway
But deep inside I do confide, yet keep on losing all the time
Never take a step back when it seems like the losing move
I won't give in, I won't give up, I've still got something left to prove
And deep inside I won't subside and keep on losing all the time (yeah, all the time)
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Squirm like the vermin that you are
You thought I'd never get this far
How does that sinking feeling feel?
I'll show you what I know is real
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Clutching defeat from the jaws of victory
[Verse 2]
This time I'm stepping out to find out what went wrong with me
Leaving no stone unturned I can't forsake this mystery
But finding out might leave a doubt of what I think I have become (what have I done?)
You think you've got it all, you've just got more that you can lose
I won't accept your help because my mine you can't diffuse
Knowing defeat too well I waste my time on what I dwell upon (I can't go on!)
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[Chorus]