This is the first time that I can't reach out and reel my feelings in,
and my head is working overtime to find out why. I don't know you
that well and I'm scared of feeling out of control and I'm scared that
one day I'll wake up to need you.
But yesterday I resolved to open up the floodgates, the floodgates of
my heart. When you're lying here beside me, and you tell me I feel
good, well I feel like I'm home.
Now I feel myself falling, and I don't try to stop it, there are no
red flags in my head. It's not that I'm invincible, I know I'm not
invincible, but maybe I don't care if I get hurt.
Yesterday I resolved to open up the floodgates, the floodgates of my
heart. When you're lying here beside me, and you tell me I feel good,
well I feel like I'm home.
You know it's hard for me to say how I feel, like it's hard for me to
cry in front of anyone, so sometimes when I act in ways that throw you
to the ground, well you know I haven't got it sorted out, but thank
you for being patient. Now I won't say I need you, and I can't say I
love you, so I'll just say I miss you when you're gone. Sometimes
before you wake up in the morning, I'll hold your hand and realize
there's so much more to know.
Yesterday I resolved to open up the floodgates, the floodgates of my
heart. When you're lying here beside me, and you tell me I feel good,
well I feel like I'm home, like I'm home.