Poverty of spirit. Economy of disappointment. Laborers of the concrete reservation. I'm a broken record now. Skipping for a decade now. Still trying not to drown in this dead eye sea. Is it real? I don't know, but I feel like it's surrounding me. And I will never know if I was truly seeking shelter from the world outside. I was looking for my truth maybe I lost my mind, goddamn you know it took some time to find a balance to check myself. Now I face myself, and ask myself... I know you were there but what were you there for? f** your style, I wanna know what you bled for, when no one was watching... When no one would listen.. When pa**ion was the currency when no check
was written. Growing up was confusing. Archives of shame to show. I might not have made it all alone so I thank you if you spoke to me or if you listened when I was face to face with another tough decision. And if today you are seeking shelter from the world outside, consider me on your side with a condition & warning that I won't waste time on petty politics or bullsh** party lines. I've made the same mistake so many times before, I can't afford to make them anymore. I wouldn't try to tell you how to live but believe me when I say.. Your friends are precious & they're slipping away. Your time is precious & it is slipping away.