Among memories
Forced by an insane mind
Swimming the river
I go up the stream
The current leads me
To the past that I don't want to live again
I don't want to live again
Water icy like hate
And warm like the pa**ion
Feeling I lived
Sharp pain and blood
Flows out the pain of consciousness
Of unconfessed secrets
Unconfessed secrets
A spring afternoon
You weren't here, mother
You rock me and lull to save
Save my from nightmares
Save my from nightmare
I remember it was a spring day
And where were you, father?
You hold me strong my face
On your big breast
You swore you protect your darling
A warm day pa**ed
And you have disappired
My frends holding thigth
Around the fire our
Fearful hearts opened
I'm forgotten as
The end comes near
I'm forgotten by everybody like crummy staff
My lost heart
Suffocates tears
In the stream
Then I return
Shiver for cold
And finnaly now I know
That I'm still alive
And I still alive
But I still alive