Summer time was not a lie
But just a feeling that we got
And I know you feel alone too
But this heat is not for us
I know I wanted to go
Into the valley where it snows
But I realized
This place is too cold to live my life
I'm sorry
Sorry I couldn't go
On with these lies while I'm kissing your nose
I wasn't ready
I should have known that this would happen
So lets stop these words, they're turning cold
Let's treat this goodbye like a simple hello
You're still so young, you have room to grow
Into something amazing
You'll sleep tight
I know this feels right
But theres something you should understand
When the leaves change
After three days you
Won't remember who I am
I'm not calling you out
It's just you sound like her
When you open your mouth
And I can't live with the chance
That this feelings ever coming back
So no, you're not what I need
The words you say
They're the orange in the trees
And I just need to sleep
I'm so sick of always counting sheep
I've been feeling so ill
Is this all in my thoughts?
This feeling I get when I want you to rot
For all the things and all the pain you caused
If we see each other we won't stop and stare
Yeah I'd rather you treat me like I wasn't there
I dont hate you, but honey, this still hurts
But I still have the things I've had from the start
This pen in my pocket, this rusted guitar
And the courage to sing this pain away