It hurts to feel so meaningless, in a world so full of meaning To exist isn't enough for me (Chorus) Rotting out as the seasons change I have nothing left to give I'm drowning in my despair I tore my virtues limb from limb Im on my knees praying for d**hs kiss Suicide save me save me from myself Im on my knees praying for d**hs kiss (Chorus) Rotting out as the seasons change I have nothing left to give I'm drowning in my despair
I tore my virtues limb from limb Lost inside my head, hung hope from its neck, slit loves wrist I can't find my place in this world I can't find my place in this world I reject the idea of gods I gnash my teeth at the sound of faith I can't escape this emptiness To exist isn't enough for me How can I settle, or find happiness Romanticizing there's more to life than this There's more to life than this