I know its Christmas but I feel like sh**
Every minute pa**es we get closer to it
Hells been knocking at my front door
Since before I ever graced this world
I love Jesus yes it's true
But right now I feel dead too
I winder how much before I see
All my life bleed out of me
Its been way too long I've held in
I lived I breathed I am all sin
But never did I know people were unforgiving
When I always forever have forgiven them
Thing that makes me lie down and cry
Is I really don't know how it all came by
God please stay by me for the next few says
I love life but I'm falling today
Save me, save me save me