So I ask a blood sister to read pa**ed Mamaws books
she says NO!.. they are Unreadable?, well that was her hook....LIAR
Books were fine at my moms house,.. now
suddenly they can't be brought out they'll melt?
No its best a book left unread
and that they sit up on the shelf
never to be read, why
cause they have many lessons
that the teachers whitened used to say
maybe too much confessing?
It's not enough I lost my family
not even knowing how, do now
but now I can't share what my Dads mom left
cause she has the books at her house
My mom she new I loved those books
But just went ahead and gave them them away
cause they all think I am sh**
That's clearer everyday
So with her "NO" and lame word tide
I held my tears and asked her for a ride.
Could you find to help me pick a car up?
"NO" before I'd finished yeah that's whats always up.
No can't do it tomorrow , but...
maybe the next day, word up or...... nevermind
God knows I am trying but I always help
she she always declines.
Only reason I keep going
is God keeps beating my heart.
Welcome to the blood that runs in my vane
from birth to now to evermore they beat me with their cane
Flee and run and hide away I must
The fleash that's burns behind me
I pray are just ashes now, soon
Kicked from my heels poof be gone dust.