It's been a hard year atleast I lived to see it
Expections for myself I been trying to reach em
And figure out who I really was
And get a buzz
I want them talking about me I hope I did enough
I told my momma this is something that I want to do
She told me gone chase your dreams, you can make em true
It's all for you
The throne is empty so take a seat
We been starving since we could speak, gotta get some eats
Get some sleep
Isnomniacs with no act right
Tryna k** these verses go harder than we did the last night
Who was I in a past life? Who am I gon turn out to be
Only the time will tell I just hope one day you'll be proud of me
I know most y'all was doubting me
Dream was too farfetched
Now I got em all vexed
And impressed askin what's next
That's the funny thing
I ask myself the same question
And hopefully we find the answers 'fore this losses it's pleasure
I feel the pressure
I've learned to look past it all and perservere
Put Kindling on the flame of my almost started career
What's to fear
I got the support of my entire city
I know I can take em if I got all of y'all rockin with me
No don't miss me
Promise I be back when I achieve greatness
I plan to give back to the place that help me find where my place is
Patient and anxious I sat and waited for it all to make sense
Instead of tryna repent I wash my sins with a pen
And win for kids of this century
Ever since elementary
We knew we would succeed and grow to be what we was meant to be
Baseheads and pretty ladies
Wanting a new mercedes
So maybe they be relating
When I can stay dedicated
I'm ancient with the way I say sh**
All work no time for vacation
I'm racin no time for pacin
Catching up to this dream I'm chasing
This is crazy dog
I learned alot in this short period of time
Lost some friends, family and damn near lost my mind
But I guess this is growing up
This is what's supposed to happen
Maybe one day we'll look back on all of this and sit just laughing
Maybe I'm just as confused as the people I'm tryna help
Maybe I should stop trying to save the world and save myself
And half of y'all won't even take me serious cuz of age
But f** it I'm just living treating life like an empty page
What I'm sposed to write? what is it that y'all want me to say?
Cuz I know truth gets you k**ed and all these empty lies get you hate
I'm amazed at just how ignorant all y'all can be
I'm not a serious artist cuz I'm only 15?
Damn...
But here goes nothing tryna live my life a f**ing legend
Tryna entertain but also tryna teach a lesson
So little answers in my life but oh so many questions
I'm so sick of second guessing
So here's the message
Live the life that only you choose for yourself
Following orders doesnt make you happy only freedom will
Man
My head is spinning my brain is empty my body's numb
I look around at my surroundings what have I become
Is this really who I was sposed to turn into
Or is this just a phase, after everything that we been through
But I just know that I'm gon get it
Whatever it is I get
I still ain't where I wanna be but my time ain't finished yet
Ain't no checks but I got pa**ion that's all that I really need
When I do get breaded it's just gon be and the team
I'mma keep on grinding with this music give it all my loyalty
And work until they recognize me as Royalty...