[Verse 1]
Am I so bad that for the most part
Toasts start with 'in spite'?
Was inviting me such a bad idea?
I wanna be a winner in this colosseum
But I'm afraid I can't be a, hero
A zero to a positive
I only leave negative things deposited
Did I win?
Or did I lose?
Pitiful the way that I had to go
Choked with forks across my throat
And really no other way to turn
So what I speak is the least traveled
Can you please repeat your council?
And it's not that I won't take your advice
I just so happened to mishear you twice
[Bridge]
End of the day theres no way I'll let myself get lapped
You either stay whipped or you stay strapped
[Verse 2]
And maybe I misbehaved
These ghosts are supposed know their place
But I can't teach them
They have to be their
Own leaders
I'm too caught up in my own thing
Say I can handle myself
And what've I put my mind to
But if that was true
I probably wouldn't need reminders
To keep myself from going back to high from my lows
Have to mutter another goddamn quote
One is just enough for ghosts