[Verse 1: Christian Robins]
I was just a little boy
Swimming in a big ocean
I got my swim trunks on but they keep fallin off cuz my waist too small
But I got a big heart though
But I'm still broke though
And I can't pay rent
I'm like how the hell I'm broke on a scholarship
I still guess on my tests on some scholar sh**
Still skipping all my cla**es on Bueller sh**
You know how cool it is to be a bad a** kid
Riding around town with your dad bumping Ja Rule
I got my head out the window cuz we real cool
In the sun Chicago looks like it's made of gold
By the lakefront showing off my new vans
I made a mixtape trynna grow my rubber bands
I'm trynna fixate on a more stable plan
But the seed won't grow unless you learn how to plant
I'm dealin with a broken heart
I'm trynna build a Noah's arc
Out of paper mache and a dead bouquet
You know I play it like the 4th quarter
With two minutes left
With no timeouts like
[Hook: Marques Toliver]
I'm tired
But my body's hungry
Let me by the riverside
So I can dive
Please be still
Cuz I'm complacent here
Lying by the river side
Lying by the riverside
[Verse 2: Christian Robins]
We used to rap about the sh** we used laugh about
And now we laugh about the sh** that we're ashamed about
And mama told me write everything you think about
And middle fingers to the negatives you thinkin now
I still miss Tia
I still drive a Nissan
I throw up peace signs
In the pics where I don't wanna smile
I got a lot to say so I'm getting hella loud
I got a lot to think so I'm getting hella loud
Do this on my own until my mom calls out
I hang up on a broad if my mom calls now
I think I got a little bit of buzz right now
Little luck right now
Getting buck right now
Hella cups right now
No f**s right now
This sh** reminds me of that sweater weather
[Hook 2: Marques Toliver]
I was Just A Little Boy, Swimming In The Ocean
My Past Mistakes And Future Joy
I Don't Think
I Can Swim This On My Own, Swim This On My Own, Swim This On My Own, Swim This On My Own
Destiny Fall Down, Wipe Away My Past Mistakes
The Sun Ain't Shining Now
I Don't Think
I Can Make This Place My Home, Make This Place My Home, Make This Place My Home, Make This Place My Home