[Verse]
Think I'm the hardest out
Y'all trip off party fouls
Take trips to piss in foreign waters while I'm drunk imported bottles next to girls in ports in Cabo accents I can barely understand while I can barely stand this life is hardly fiction
This sh** is far from scripted
The best way to convince me is say I'm not convincing
And I'm not knocking who's talking loose while they knocking boots with opposition plotting to cop the top when it's opportune
Y'all got y'alls' co*ks to prove
Those lengthy subjects haunt you
I know your boys they flaunt you
They say you know we got you
Just give time it time when them hits not popping them call are dropping
Connection problems
Click click
Can you hear me now
Your songs are hand me downs
My boys are standing out
My girls got issues with me
My girl got issues with me saying girls but this is not your world your not my Cinderella
It's past 12 this your last will get your sh** together
These things don't last forever
I've seen my dreams come true was in that stu' with Jim and Busta must've been like 3 am I saw them rocking and nodding their heads I'm not in my bed but still pinch myself to keep composure
I see my schemes unfolding
My wants and needs devoted
I grew up listening to Dipset so when Jim was like who's your influence said you well no said Juelz that's too flattering had to be calm these the type of things that's gon' start to happen to me
My greatest days from before the changes now average to me
But I was flying high since seventh grade when Cam was in my CD player dad was whipping Camry's through Atlanta damn it
Assess the damage from bandaged mistakes I've never addressed or pressed like they'd always be there for me trying to hear my struggles
The truth is sharp so be cautious watch it gon' burst your bubble
Curbing my hunger when family's not at my table eating
I see some strangers that's licking fingers still yelling feed us
Weed and some liquor the simple fixes when sh** gets heated
But did more f**ing then talking when problems hit us those conversations we can't seem to have trying to patch a difference
Rash decisions got burnt when I acted distant listen
This is my life it's not glistening isn't everything you wished it'd be disagreements missing people history repeating
But when did rap become a stand-up special writer in the back what's in your lap all those cheat sheets and teleprompters corny
Wrong turns you left out to find out no one could write this for me
Election Day my opponents they sound like noncontenders
Get caught pretending unqualified with some false potential
Fall into Winter heard Spring is coming then Summer's pa**ing
Then fall back into those habits grabbing your lack of balance
I pick my head up and years are over my fears are closer
So are my goals see no peers appearing when peering over
Veer into lanes you forget to steer getting clearer that here isn't where you're meant to be dinner for two with destiny