[Verse 1]
Cynical and bright
A tad unkind, a part uptight
But not too rude
A mostly focused mind
I'll let you throw me in the deep
And watch me sink
I start to think of what I know
And expect the worst this time
Well, alright
[Verse 2]
My mother's son is calloused
With youthful catatonic fear
Of something without balance
This almost k**ed me once this year
[Pre-Chorus]
I coughed up so much blood
A new tradition
Some ammunition
Well, what if I should drown?
Who would drag me out?
[Chorus]
Fit your life into a grid
Then wait for the dead to (forget?)
Breathing for nothing
Sell your soul and nothing
[Verse 2]
Cynical and bright
A tad unkind, a part uptight
But what's the use?
A most unfocused mind
So determined this time
[Bridge]
Memory of being 8 years-old
And I was all alone
Clothes soaked in chlorine
Embarra**ed of my childhood results
As an adult
Denying everything
[Pre-Chorus]
Mother's son is calloused
Unbridled and tenacious fear
Of something without balance
It almost k**ed me twice that year
[Chorus]
I coughed up so much blood
A new condition
Some ammunition
What if I should drown?
Would you drag me out?