They will find my corpse on the shower floor
And with my bleeding wrists
Will be a note the explains all of this
(Dear friends and family, I hope that you can understand)
I could not handle the fear and regret
Knowing I ruined my only chance
A lesson in carelessness, let my grave stand as proof
You've only got one chance, so take advantage
I will burn in hell for my selfishness
But you'll see me reach for angel wings
I know the backlash, call me a coward all you want
I know the truth is that I am free