[Verse 1]
You never knew , what the f** is going on in my mind
You need to redefine , the definition of mine
Even if i smile , there are lot of reasons to cry
But here i am , standing here spitting the rhymes
Call me a liar , what i do is my prior
I never did it , because i wanna be undefeated
I always did it , because this is the fuel i need it
And the food to feed it , to my ego and beat it
And if i never knew it , i feel this life is mistreated
By me and i'd been cheated, By myself and my life in completed
There's no one i had competed , or defeated
But that's not i wanna do , because i'm not competitive
I just won't be defeated by the person i was in the last minute
That's how i can grow , and try to throw more than i ever know
The flow , that i got is not the same as i started a long time ago
I might not show , what i have under my throat
Cuz if i do , i might not grow
I"ll be like standing at the front of the row
And there's nowhere to go
But i want my path , that never ends
The road that never bends
So that i can see my goal , but it always extends
[Verse 2]
I always look at the life in a different way
Lets just say
I never was in this game, as i play
Now is in the same way , But with a wordplay
The beauty of the art
Is not breaking the charts
Its remembering my past
And the way i start
Now reminiscing it and playing it smart
Everybody started from the bottom
And no one made it without hitting the rock bottom
I'm pulling my head up in the sky
But i can't lose the earth as i try
To be the one i wanna fly
But i always try
Not to be one of those who made it faking the art
This is the way i play
I don't want it , by saying the sh**s they say
If the way i am , is not the way they want
I'm outta the game, that's not what i want
[Verse 3]
If i was here , for the fame
I never would be in this game
Its just my pa**ion
My compa**ion towards the people i wasn't
Aware when i was there
As now they stare at me
Like i'm a millionaire
But the reality s**s
The way i look is just the way i wanna show
My heart is full of hurts , but i never wanna show
This is my outlet of emotions
Outlet of my frustrations
If i would not put effort in the words
And cook it with some curse
And swear , i would n't be here talking about the
Issues i am aware of
About the humanity that turned off
The society that burned off
And hatred they caught off
And the love that faded off