I've got a new disease in me
I've got a friend that's losing sleep
I take it hard, it's hard to take
I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake
One more confession, discretion's not what I need to sell
I never needed a reason for keeping secrets from myself
And now, that's just how I tell I'm wide awake
I'll wreck this if I have to
Tell me what good would that do?
I'll wreck this if I have to
(I'd be so good to you)
(I'd be so good to you)
You get separated, somebody's gone
And I don't know how this is wrong
And I'm so frustrated, fallen behind
You were a friend of mine
I'd be so good to you
Because they don't know you like I do
They don't know you like I do
They don't know you like I do
They don't know you like I do
There's a difference from me to them
And the road home is paved in star f**ers requiem
I can never go
Go back home again
Acadia is gone
(Acadia is gone)
(Acadia is gone)
All my indecision, all of my excess
Don't you ever tell me I'm not loving you best
And I just need a minute, I just need a breath
It gets very hard to drink to my continued success
And I, I will slow down, slow
It's better in the worst way
It's getting better in the worst way
Look around, round, look around, round, look around
Look around, round, look around, round, look around
Look around, round, look around, round, look around
Look around, round, look around, round, look around
So here's another day, I'll spend away from you
Another night I'm on another broken avenue
Trading in who I've been for shiny celebrity skin
I like to push it, and push it until my luck is over
(Please just follow me)
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder if you doubt it
I wonder how we used to ever go so long without it
(I thought you wanted me)
All the work to impress
charming girls out of their dresses and smiling pretty, and pretty
I am right beside you
(Please just follow me)
(What you want, what you need)
Right
(I thought you wanted me)
(What you want, what you need)
(If I burn out)
I am right beside you
(Please just follow me)
(What you want, what you need)
(If I burn out)
Right
(I thought you wanted me)
(What you want, what you need)
I'll make this perfect again
(If I burn out)
(Cross my heart, I hope to die)
(I thought you wanted me)
(What you want, what you need)
If I burn out
(Please just follow me)
(What you what, what you need)
You'll slip away
(I thought you wanted me)
(What you want, what you need)
(Cross my heart, I hope to die)
You're beautiful
(Please just follow me)
(What you want, what you need)
(Hope to die)
You are
I've been here so very long, yeah
(I could slip into you it's so easy to come back into you)
I'll hide it, could I hide in you awhile?
(I'm not sick of you yet, is that as good as it gets?)
(And this is just a part I portray)
I never took you for a trick but sometimes, I don't know what you want
(If this is just a part I portray)
I could take it if you need to take this out on someone
(If this is just a part I portray)
(If this is just a part I portray)
I don't know how it got this way