You look like you just lost your dearest friend.
Played a round of a sisterly game called pretend.
The dice landed on feelings not returned,
I was a fool I didnt learn.
Close to the fire felt the burn.
This is a tale bout loyalty to me.
A friendships end, of course, amicably.
I must apologize for my cold goodbye,
This is my life, the reason why,
Youre not allowed here back inside.
I remember when I first laid eyes on you.
I thought heres one that understands my truth.
You seemed as openly-closed as myself,
I felt intrigued I felt unwell,
I had no choice I had to tell.
But once entrusted with my biggest fears
Ive questioned where Ive had you through the years.
You kept a portion of my heart to sell
You did not treat it very well
Although I begged you not to tell.
Youre all telling stories,
Youre all telling lies,
How come youre so blurry?
Youre all in disguise.
There are some people youll know all your life.
A constant group that leave you feeling safe.
But I have learned that some are there to change you,
Leave you wiser, rearranged but then are better left estranged.
I heard you met him out the other night.
And drunkenly expressed with all your might.
That you still miss our friendship but abstain from taking action,
Still the same, I dont miss fractions, cant complain.
Youre all telling stories,
Youre all telling lies,
How come youre so blurry?
Youre all in disguise.