So here I am
Doe eyed with my jaw near my ankles
Writing about self discovery and ladies I encounter
For better or for worse
Openly charismatic and secretly an*lytical
At least I think it's a secret
It's probably written all over my face
"you could have any girl you want..."
Hits like a sack of stones when you don't know it
I don't think it's impossible
It just previously it didn't pertain to me
Or I just never realized it
But what an eye opener it felt like
Welcome to the blind fold being lifted
Who knew the opposite s**
Beyond the up do's, make up, outfits
The well polished faces and fingernails
Could be relatable and not just something to gawk at
I always knew but never knew how until now
I sit and express everything with them
From home life, to my art I used to hide,
My thoughts on s**ual topics like health,
Communication, social practices, or self a**urance
I can feel my words feel less booming and lighter
Because quite frankly I feeling a bit open
It happens when I'm unsure of or in a vulnerable state
But this is good because I'm learning