She wanted me to choke her,
But air is nothing to play with.
Lapse in concentration could end in affidavits.
Does light asphyxiation really give s**ual satiation?
I know what it's like to not breathe,
I couldn't stand it, mine had air of panic.
I wanted to disappear and be a phantom.
I couldn't wrap my head around,
Why she wanted my hands wrapped around,
After I took the condom from its ripped wrapper out.
Your hands on my throat,
That lets me know you're in total control.
It's evident you're hesitant but it's okay,
Just think, it's not for real it's foreplay.
I asked for this, I want it this way.
Constrict and compress, now that we've undressed,
Your hands on my neck feel the best,
Along with how you caress the rest,
Right before we exert energy and rest.
Why did it take you forever, I've been waiting.
Wanting the space between your pointer and thumb,
With the all the power of a loaded gun,
To sit snug under my chin and meet my jugular.
No pressure on the windpipe but the carotid.
It's so erotic we've worked our way here, it's episodic.
I didn't want to push you, although I wish you would,
You trust me enough to follow my requests.
Better yet you've done it on your own accord,
Secretly that's what I've been waiting for.
She said smack her anywhere but her face,
She'd wonder why I wouldn't wail on her.
But she didn't see what I saw,
The moments when my friend said enough is enough,
Her man would rough her up with fisticuffs,
Just because, we knew but she wouldn't tell us.
Flying fists isn't how I envisioned us,
Or do the demands call for open hands.
When it all began, I didn't understand.
Hands wrapped around the back.
What did the five fingers say to the waist?
Don't be shy make me feel it, make me blush.
As long as you make it rough just because,
I know my limits and when I've had enough,
You can start small and muster up courage if you must.
Put energy in it and pivot a bit,
Swing from the hips with a firm stance.
I want you to feel wind between your digits,
I want you to say you literally hit it.
There's no need forgiveness, this is one of my wishes.
I can take it if you can dish it,
This is my request, no need for alibis,
Words set in place to make it safe.
Colors can change the pace,
Wear and tear subside with after care,
After the action we just shared.