Getting used to disappointment will lead me nowhere
That's where I am.
Every single effort to make a change in any way
Every single one was worthless.
So I reject THIS WORLD
As it rejects me
This earth will never know peace
For mankind is weak
Driven by envy and malevolence
Justified by self rightousness.
There is no light
And there never was any hope
Still I grasp for this pattern
By which we think:
for the better it will change?
miserable - this excuse for our paralysis