[Verse 1: Manuel Foreign]
Yeah im tryin hard to keep my flows on
Love me through my high and lows (x2)
Yeah im trying hard to keep my mind sane
Drowning with my thoughts and woes (x2)
But im going hard like these drums bang
Trapping on on my sickest waves (x2)
Yeah im trying yeah im tryin
Yeah im trapping baby im trapping
[Verse 2: TyFaizon]
Blow my brains like I'm cobain
All these model around me doing c**aine
Im focused on the art like I'm David Bowie
Plus your boy a black star like I'm David Bowie
She stole the Visa card spent it on some Rosches
I bought the black trench, so they know not to approach me
I let the model girls wonder cause they do not know me
I do not play your songs because your music phony
Blow my brains or I'll slit my wrist
On my vans it say triple 6
These hoes love me for my penmanship
I'm a demon and you're heaven sent
I'm on these ultra beams
I take these girls around me, turn them to some fiends
Flannel with my hoodie still don't rock Supreme
These kids rap along cause they know what I mean
[Verse 3: Manuel Foreign]
Put my art inside a frame cause
Might just blow my brains
And my b**h think im insane
Sippin purp to numb the pain
She put Drugs inside my veins
I don't recall your name
Um excuse me whats your name
You and me we ain't the same
But she love me so she claim
But she lowkey not my main
And she know she cannot tame me
But I can't just let her go
She not another hoe
I can't live without her no
And even if I slur my words
I guess I gotta let her know
Im f**ed up
Tell my baby that I f**ed up
Cut my wrist girl just kiss me
I know you're pissed
But im f**ed up
Yeah im f**ed up
Yeah i f**ed up
Baby no don't get upset
Song gonna confess that
I might just be depressed
I just hope that you're impressed (x4)
[Chorus: TyFaizon](x2)
Prolly poppin pills till we're not alive
Depression keep us not alive
Prolly poppin pills till we're not alive
Depression keep us not alive
[Verse 4: Manuel Foreign]
Prolly poppin pills till im not alive
Depression keep me not alive
But im too scared of suicide
Drinking I can't even drive
Who the f** let me drive?
Took a trip to the other side
Had a dream where I finally died
A sad life where my momma cried
My dad wouldn't care if im still alive
Feeling low busy getting high
All the smoke clouding up my eye
Eyes dry I can't even cry
And I tried I can't even lie
Wonder what my life is looking like
Sonder in the night I can feel the fight
Wonder if ill ever take flight
[Chorus](x2)
[Outro]
Dude like real sh** real sh**
I was getting high every day
Like that sh** was fun
Then i looked up like
Bro ive been getting f**ed up for a whole summer
Honestly
Life is so f**ing boring without d**
I dont know what I'd do without them