(Imbedded in fear, I stand and face the oppressor d**h drawn by my side, the taste of revenge invades me The eyes of uncertainty, the slow drawn breath of those about to die I will not keep d**h nor let it remove me I will stay strong and focused on vengeance The blade that is life shall detonate the rivers of blood Severed enemies cries of k**ing horror I will be redeemed I will strive through I will k** those who seek to k** me) This time I won't Take my Life for granted I'll find myself asking Why god must hate me Why I feel Like I should not have Survived - This
And what is yet to come: Why - Does god forsake me? At - Look down on me Night - Make me fear Nightmares still Inside my head You never wanted me to stay You almost took it all away It's not my - Time yet I still have one more chance to prove This time I won't let you down It's not my, my time yet Why - Does god forsake me? At - Look down on me Night - Make me fear Nightmares still Inside my head Nightmare still inside my head You never wanted me to stay You almost took it all away I can't live, I can't die It's not my f**ing time