[Female singer intro]
It's 5 o' clock, I'm just getting home
Roaming on my own
What can I tell her that she might understand?
[Manga vocals]
My body's tired but my thoughts won't rest
Got my eyes closed wide awake in my bed
A lot of heavy thoughts, I feel the stress on my neck
Slower heartbeat with some pains in my chest
Thinking of the same thought over and over and over and over and over again
All of the words that we left unsaid
All your body language and what it really meant
I'm up to my neck in a pool of regrets
And now I'm re-reading every message sent
Yeah, looking for clues, trying to make sense of the mess
I had my heart on my sleeve, but now I've got a vest
Act like I don't care, just so it hurts less
But I'm really effed, like I failed a test
All of the answers to my questions disappeared when you went
So I'm trying to write to figure out what's left
But if you look at me I swear you'll never know
Keep a smile on your face when you see me at the shows
I keep it to myself cos all my problems are my own
Talking about them is just getting old
I really thought this wouldn't happen
But I guess the more we learn the less we know
Nothing feels the same, still trying to carry on my day
But every time I blink I see your face
Every time I'm picking up the phone I still feel to type in your name
Yeah, lying down in the dark, thinking it ain't fair
And I'm not sure where you are but wherever you are
I hope that you know I care