HIDDENSELF
Music and Lyrics by Vlad
I'm burning up my thoughts
Turned them into ash,
I've thrown them out the window
Just like a pile of a trash
I cannot stop myself
From crossing risky bound
I'm trying to keep my head straight
And my dizzy feet on the ground
Inhale...Inhale...Insane...more than ever
Inhale...Inhale...Insane...different level
Inhale...Inhale...Insane...let me bleach your brain
Inhale...Inhale...Insane...again, again and again
Curious and scared, but very keen to peer
Inhaled effective probe deep into my fear
I made up my mind, I'm resolute to delve
Prying deep inside of my hiddenself
I'm feeling too impaired
To perceive my ambience
I'll hold on to my stash
If it becomes a little inconvenient
Unavoidable,
Totally f**ed apart
I hope I'm still resilient
I know all these situations by heart
Inhale...Inhale...Insane...more than ever
Inhale...Inhale...Insane...different level
Inhale...Inhale...Insane...let me bleach your brain
Inhale...Inhale...Insane...again, again and again
I took a deep breath and dived into my fear
Chasing f**ed up thoughts, but they won't disappear
I think I'm geting stuck, I might need a little help
I'm drowning deep inside of my hiddenself
And when I finally reached it
I wish I'd never tried
I wish I'd never learned
What lurks deep inside
What kind of beast is hiding
In corners of my mind
It could destroy the kindness
Of our humankind