Ruined again, what did I do?
Ive been caught up and distracted by you.
I held the moment in the palm of my hand and watched it crumble.
I tried to understand how you could be so normal
And I could be so awkward day after day.
I hate to break the bad news, but I am nothing like you.
Still, you call me all day.
Why is it that you touch me like you want me
And you look me in the eyes like youve never seen a boy before me?
Meet me at the back door so we can talk more.
Now Im asking myself what I broke your heart for.
I never wanted to embarra** you or say anything that wasnt true.
Left me wide open eating out of your hand.
I watched your car leave. I didnt understand.
How I could be so stupid, how it got so confusing
Still tension in the air. If you want to hurt me,
Then you should just desert me, now since you are aware.
Why is it that you touch me like you want me
And you look my in the eyes like youve never seen a boy before me?
Meet me at the back door so we can talk more.
Now Im asking myself what I broke your heart for.
(Have we both really changed for the better?
I count the hours until were together.)
Ill most likely spend tonight alone.
Id throw a party but no one would come.
Ill be waiting outside till your car pulls up
With bu*terflies slicing holes in my gut.
I dont want to ruin this again.
(Have we both really changed for the better?
I count the hours until were together.)
Meet me at the back door just so we can talk more.
Now Im asking myself what I broke your heart for.
Meet me at the back door.