[Chorus: Malik Ismail & Cashius] X2
If I knew what I know right now
What would I have done back then
Got a scowl on my face
Even gotta lie to my kin (Gotta lie to my kin)
Misplaced feelings
n***a got to keep them in a pin
Feeling like I wish we never met
If only I could go back then
I could go back then
[Verse 1: Cashius]
I just want to talk
Figure out what the f** I even want
Im feelin really f**ing crazy
With all of these goddamn thoughts
Man these thoughts in my head
They be haunting
Stalking like a motherf**ing creep
Posted outside in the street
Waiting just to k** a n***a
Dead in his sleep
Man dead in his sleep
[Chorus] X2
[Verse 2: Cashius]
I be tryna get out
But she keep me in
Lord knows I love her
But how can I win?
Feeling these feelings im feeling
Make me feel so motherf**ing trapped
Man a n***a need space
Feeling like I really just capped
How could I not see it comin
This sh** seem so set in stone
One day imma look up
Everything I love
Man its gone
Im tryna ask one question
How do I stay strong
When I know deep down
What her past to on
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[Verse 3: Aaron Fonts]
Thats why you hate me
Turn my other layers on mute
Thank you big bro
150 5'5
With this weight on my shoulders
What that make me?
Like 2 something
Everybody got a couple girls
2 of them
That probably want to do something
Or maybe want to boo or something
But I
Know
They ain't the one for me
Thought they maybe got a clue or something
If I knew what I knew right now
What would I have done back then
Think about it so often
But often I just break wind
And I just learned closure
All through my journey
Of getting over
Love that lost ken
Feel l wish we never met
If only I could go back then
So
I took me a journey down memory lane
And thought about the change
Problem is we didn't think the same
You couldn't see the difference
Between pleading and pain
But I ain't complain
If I knew what I knew right now
What would I have done back then
Think about it so often
But often I can't reach pen
I'm
Sorry for the pa**ing
I know you deal with it daily
Never wanted a break in this relationship
But we sped into a Mercedes
Got my memorabilia all in bunches no Brady
I know you love me shawty
And I know that's why you hate me
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[Hook: Malik Ismael]
If I knew it now
There would be no taking back
But it's cool cause I'm intact
Now I gotta move on from you
Feel like I'm missing out
On someone else who want me bad
And one day I will come to that
Thats what I'm gone do