[Chorus]
And I've been goin' through hell
Caught in a vicious spell
Blinded by the lie
Crossed course
Stumbled and fell
I'm feeling so alone
I think I'm ‘bout to explode
System overload…
[Verse 1]
Do you feel alone baby? It's OK
I know you do because when you do
You reach out to me like “hey there boo
You know I still love you and I still miss you
I'm a changed person and I will show you,”
And for a second I believe you
And I give you, yet another chance
For you to prove me right once again
That you don't change, never ever have
You say you are confused but that is old news
Confused about what girl? Which guy to choose?
You say you love me most but that is all bulls
Go after him then and later cry the blues
When time pa**es and you come back to these tunes
Remember I always gave you permission
Love is a feeling, not a decision!
[Chorus]
[Verse 2]
If nice guys finish last I must be the nicest
No matter what I did, you always put me last place
You're so indecisive, I don't mean to brag but
I was kind of priceless, let me quote Tyrese
“God put people in your life for a reason
Others he put there only for a season
And it's up to you to distinguish between ‘em”
What's sad is that for five frickin' years
You never made your mind up for us dear
Now I'm curious to hear, why did you re-appear
Back in my life, only to arrive
At the conclusion you're still in confusion
And being friends is the only solution
And I think it's proven I am more than human
This is an illusion you create for yourself
Question is can you resist being friends and nothing else?
[Chorus]
[Verse 3]
I never asked for much Love…
All I wanted was love, honesty and trust
You only gave me one of the above…
Now I think even that wasn't real enough
See I always fought for you but never over you
The moment that you compare me to some f**ing prick
And you say you are confused ‘cause you need to make a pick
Is the moment I tell you “go and be all his!”
Huh…hard to believe this
After everything I put and everything I did
This is what I get? Remember the book?
That I made for you so you could always take a look
When you miss me, and what about the poem?
And what about each and every one of them songs?
If you remember and wish I wasn't far
Just look up at the sky love, even bought you a star!
[Chorus]
[Outro]
We are not kids anymore Love…
You really wanna keep living like this?
You know all the glitz and glamour…
Will eventually fade away…
And if you don't change for yourself…
All that's gonna be left in the end is…
Just you
So alone