[Chorus]
And as the day becomes night and the sun goes down
Dark shadows grow cold and cloak round your hometown
It's the feeling of dread that's inside your head
Makes you wonder what the hell happened
[Verse 1]
In the last twelve years I've been sliding all through my life
Sitting up on the couch making wishes that I figured it out
Why the hell you're still asleep and why you've deserved all of this sh**
If you're looking for a sign, this is it
I've been growing up, in school I barely made the cut
This life, I gotta live it up, but the pictures always make my mouth shut
Ain't it stupid? I'm still haunted by the sound of the cracking
The picture of the blood on the blouse is the reason I've been slacking
And your fathers drinking problem got even worse
And your mother won't try to leave him, make it seem like she's been cursed
And the man who hit you is still nowhere to be found
And I still have these crippling feelings of self-doubt
[Bridge]
Still sitting on the couch
I can't believe how I threshed around
In my heart is a hole and in my head is a cloud
Makes you wonder what the hell just happened
[Verse 2]
In the last twelve years ever since I hit that girl
I've been smoking, drinking, kicking my money into a curve
It seems like I still have not learned how to treat a person
My wife said to her friends, she gets scared when I emerge
And I don't understand it, but I probably should have stayed
At the scene where her bones started twisting in shape
The confused look on her face and the smell of sweat
I wake up screaming at nights, thinking that I wet the bed
And the voices in my head are screaming louder than ever
And every thunder sounds like a scream in the weather
Wether I am insane or not I do not really know
But it seems my brain locks himself inside a flow
[Chorus]