Never grew up on the wrong side of the tracks
Just broke, white trash, never took a bath
So sad being poor, people look and laugh
Looking back, it's cos dad never went to cla**
Then hate bloomed on every thought I'm holding on to
So what, he dropped out, guess I did too
Loose nails in my head, puking up booze
Grow cold, holding on to moments slowly gone
All is lost, God it's hard, I start to fall apart
Use the words inside my head before I blow it off
Every night I sit and cry about this f**ing life
Wipe my eyes, someone's coming, "nothing wrong" I lie
Then I disguise hurt I feel with jokes to make it by
But then again I'm all alone and then I'm seeing why
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Doing time
Using up my tears at night
Abusive life
I slowly start to lose my mind
I'm doing time
Living life I wake and cry I wonder why
I had to live to have to die
I'm doing time
Daily seeing days pa**, sky is bright then pitch black
Yesterday was fifth grade, tomorrow dawns a new cla**
News flash: Every day we're dying, so sad
I know that, hope is lost and falling so fast
Go back, take a look at days from way back
Wake up, go to bed, then wake up, don't crash!
It's so fast, holding on to help the pain flash
And shame pa**, grabbing on to make this day last
Say that no one else could ever understand
It's evident you're not alone so go on, take my hand
Feel the sand, the wind that blows, the breeze against my skin
Consider this, happiness before you reach an end
Reaching in the bag to get the puzzle piece you get
Then make the fit, life is empty if you waste the chips
Ante up, make a bed and take this bread to live
And fill the cup, smile b**h cos this is all you get
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