Never grew up on the wrong side of the tracks..
Just broke white trash, never took a bath..
So sad, being poor people look and laugh..
"look at that, guess his dad never went to cla**.."
So what, he dropped out..guess I did to..
Then hate bloomed on every thought I'm holding on to..
Loose screws in my head i'm puking up booze..
Who knew that this is all I'd measure up to?
Grow cold
Holdin' onto moments slowly gone..
All is lost, god it's hard
I start to fall apart..
Slowly rot
I'm so alone
A lonely note I jot..
To use the words inside my head before I blow it off..
Every night
Sit and cry about this f**ing life..
Wipe my eyes
Someone coming..
Nothing's wrong I lie..
Then I disguise hurt I feel
With jokes to make it by
But then again
I'm all alone and then I'm seein why..
Doin' time..
Using up my tears at night
Abusive life..
I slowly start to lose my mind
I'm doin' time..
Livin life
I wake and cry I wonder why..
I had to live to have to die
I'm doin' time....
(Memory breakdown)
Daily seein' days pa**..
Sky is bright then pitch black
Yesterday was 5th grade
Tomorrow dawns a new cla**..
News flash..
Every day we're dyin
So sad..
I know that
Hope is lost
And fallin' so fast..
Go back
Take a look at days
From way back..
Wake up
Then go to bed
Then wake up
DON'T CRASH...
It's so fast
Holdin on
To help the pain flash..
N shame pa**..
Grabbin' on to make this day last..
Say that
No one else could ever understand..
It's evident
You're not alone
So go on take my hand..
Feel the sand
Wind that blows
The breeze against my skin..
Consider this, happiness before you reach an end...
Reachin in..
The bag to get the puzzle piece you get..
Then make it fit
Life is empty
If you waste the chips..
Ante up..
Make a bed
And take this bed to live...
Then fill the cup
Smile b**h
Cuz this is all you get
Doin' time..
Using up my tears at night
Abusive life..
I slowly start to lose my mind
I'm doin' time..
Livin life
I wake and cry I wonder why..
I had to live to have to die
I'm doin' time....