To escape the perimeter of this
Fleshy prison...to escape into milky
Nimbus, blurry eyed, light headed
To erase dreams, memories, visions
To ultimately forget every word
Every face, every nightmare
A permanent amnesia, which forgoes
Responsibility...the enemy of freedom
I can't forget...I remember too much
I remember every detail, every nuance
Am forced to repeat even the most
Repellant occurance...my sanity insists upon it
Insists upon expulsion, purgation
Insists I wring from every cell
The poisonedthoughts
Polluted deeds
Malicious intentions
Which would, if not puked forth
Riddle me with disease, with sickness, with d**h
My incredible well being is testament
To the curative of confessional
The healing power of the word
And if it makes you sick
So much the better