(Verse 1)
I remember the call when you called me and then I balled
And you told me what just occurred and that afternoon I'd fall
Victim to an Autumn's day, brother sinned, and it's Father's day
Did something bad that he'd remember every single Father's day
The man was Axed and murdered and left in bags
The body broke every branch when he threw it over a bridge
And the heaviness weighs in
When do we comprehend?
Punishment is feeling like you never should have sinned
Grasp the puzzle piece revolving all the bullet's that had missed
Dodging flashing window sides when them cars drove by
Gimme all the shields and bucklers you believed in when he died
f** yo reasons for this treason, this can't happen every time
n***a didn't know the code, n***a acted kinda bold
Other people on the block didn't like it when he strolled
So they blocked him on the block where top blocks got stole
He was shot 8 times and then punctured through the throat
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I know regression has intentions but the tension that I mentioned got me stressing, need a blessing
I digress, I am sure, I do all this to impress, gimme all the love you got and I will grab it with my chest
This is bleeding at it's best, bullet holes in silver vests
k** the beast that came to eat and roamed the streets until the end
'Til it switched and wore the crest, meant that we were all that's left
Real survivors always understand when I say I am blessed, (Oh!)
(Verse 2)
When its time to settle down, fear of the hour
The coward just showers in all the negativity that doused him in powder
Maybe powder that was flour, bake the bread for dinner counters
Never cower unless cowards bloom to warriors like flowers
Keep the shouter near the chowder
Eat the soup for all the sickness
Cancer treatments had me praying she would wake up in the morning
Dr.'s saying sorry for your mourning, it's getting boring
I need something to lay me down
Give me dubs, no, give me pounds
Insomnia had kept me up through battles while I heard these sounds
Voices inside my head
Telling me I should be dead
Telling me that memories will come to me until I fled
Ran away into the dark
All the eyes I see are red
Flesh-indulging beings bucketed the tears that I would shed
This started when I was ten
All my dreams were make pretend
I wanted to make believe but they wanted to make new friends
They wanted to make me scared, I wanted to make it end
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