{verse 1}
Uh, uh, greatest disappointment, so many l’s but only time will tell
The aim’s to make it out instead of me to spend a life in hell
People trynna tell me, this is a risk, and you bound to fail
It ain't my fu*king problem your visions smaller ni**a i’m bout to sell
You trynna make me fall and derail me but imma recover well
You trynna mask your fu*king emotions, in your misery you solely dwell
Like i done finally made a move forward when i swallowed pride
Just hold your end you know what’s up ni**a imma handle mine
Like with this generation sh*t it be different
The game done changed, they all move based on image
ni**a dead all the gimmicks
And if it ain't seen, they assume you ain’t winning
This sh*t is crazy, what a world do we live in
Or maybe darg i’m just tripping
But me i’m tired, of the same old place
Gotta grind and get crib out kway
Mama i can’t to see your face
Get you what you want, and don't care bout change
Like get you everything, like mama do you see that wraith
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{chorus}
Wait
Smoking all this dope to ease the pain
Sipping lean, to have a slower day
I can’t stop i got these risks i gotta make
Move with precision i ain't got no time to waste
{verse 2}
Uh, im trynna be the hardest in the city
Had to face my skeletons, i lost track with who’s with me
Setbacks occurred, lost myself so deep and now im wit it
Drowned in all my sorrows, asking myself why i was seeking pitty
I can't go any low, been down to the floor, was mixing lean with pills
Mind been such a blurrr, days i cannott even tell you what is real
Wait
How i’m living, ain't been the best it ain’t been ideal
Distant from my family, been afraid to speak on what i really feel
Dying all inside
Wish i could tell you how it is
Chills i’m sorry i ain't been involved, like back to the times when we was kids
Now i’m trynna catch up on this lost time
Rectify this lost mind
And to who i’ve lost, i wish you’d stay long, regret that i never made time
I’m trynna change our hardships
Back to back in starships
Whoever ain’t looked at this like i’m serious please don’t come and ask sh*t
Gutterside, slumville, ilford you know i’m residing
If i was to do this again, i wouldn’t change nun cause its exciting
{chorus}
Wait
Smoking all this dope to ease the pain
Sipping lean, to have a slower day
I can’t stop i got these risks i gotta make
Move with precision i ain't got no time to waste
{bridge}
Grinding everyday to break a cycle
Bounce back every time some people try to
Stop me, i ain't speaking if i don’t like you
Yeah, ain't speaking if i don’t like you
{verse 3}
They trynna make moves so we can’t elevate
We penetrate through all the barriers, we just smile when they all send us hate
You all debate
Your benefit is what makes us change
Middle finger up with no apologies to theresa may
Like
Lemme switch what i’m talking bout
You thinking you thuggin but you don’t know what you on about
You talking rolling out, screaming that gang but through word they about
If you in the trenches fo’real it ain't sumn to talk about
Now you think the streets gon’ save you ni**a?
Compensate you ni**a?
An insurance policy, if you down, is gang gon lay there with you?
It’s time we rise above it
The picture be coming bigger
Seems united on a glide
But ain't the same when you ain’t in the picture
Like you ain’t talking now
Like you ain’t walking now
I miss you ni**a
Always tried to tell you, i wish you heard it out
Like all that gang sh*t, it all cost you your own fu*king life
Like i said there’s repercussions so i can’t talk it out
{chorus}
Wait
Smoking all this dope to ease the pain
Sipping lean, to have a slower day
I can’t stop i got these risks i gotta make
Move with precision i ain't got no time to waste