[Verse 1: Caz Cray]
Most of my life I've been silent, just livin' my life in the shadows
But I'm mentally stuck in a crisis, where I feel like I'm fightin' a battle
With all of the people I ride with, they treat all my words like they're prattle
Well now I'm done with being quiet, so get ready to hear me ramble
Cuz I feel my heart starting to fade, I can feel myself goin' insane
And I try my best to explain, but I feel they don't see the pain
Ironic, the ones that adore me, seem to be the same ones who ignore me
Do they just portray their love poorly, or am I actin' immaturely?
I don't think that it's the latter when all of my words just don't seem to matter
And when I talk, it goes through one of theirs, then out of the other, like I'm not a factor
I'm so frustrated, feels like my kindness is constantly wasted
I really hate it, and then they got the audacity to ask me why I'm so jaded
When they're the reason that I feel like I'm all alone when I'm mentally feeling so grievous
The people that tell me they love me are never around when I'm fighting my demons
The moment I finally make it, I bet that they'll tell me that they miss me dearly
At the end of the day, the music I make is the only way they'll ever hear me
[Hook: Caz Cray]
I've been suffering in silence, and they paid me no mind
I been stuck inside the shadows for a really long time
It feels like they forgot about me, well I'm here to remind
You that the World is gonna hear me when it's my time to shine
Y'all ain't gonna have any choice
Everybody's gonna hear my voice
Y'all ain't ever gonna k** this noise
Hell naw you ain't takin' my joy
My vibe y'all can't destroy
The whole world's gonna feel my poise
And y'all ain't gonna have any choice
Everybody's gonna hear my voice
[Verse 2: ContakZ]
Imma make sure you hear my voice make noise everybody gonna know this boy
Sick of being looked over and overturned cuz I'm a nerd spread the word
I'm a beast thought you heard UH
And I been chillin' k**ing villains
I'm feeling like I'm being noticed senpai can you hear 'em
They telling me go and get 'em
I guess I gotta go get 'em
You about to feel bad #feelsbadman
GO KILL EM UH?
Even my friends just now started noticing
I wasn't joking when I told them this is what I'd grow to be
My Poetry is getting the girls to come to she shows for me
Hopefully but the words I write are just another door for me
Trynna turn it to dough for me
But yet I am still 0 for 3
But things are looking up so really there is no coasting B
I ain't tripping I'm bout to silence the noise
Shhhh imma make sure you hear my voice
Look boy I'm a god in my city
But I am over looked so much you'd think I'm garbage and gritty
Pulling a semi
Just to shut me up it shows that they with me
You got a ear Ill make you listen
Just to show what you missing
Thinking of dissing
I can't lose but I'm completing my mission
This lil boy making noise cause I had me a vision
Looking for compliments some of yall would say that I'm fishing
But I'm just trynna get what I deserve for being this vicious/
Sick of these other rappers thinking that they big but they snitches
Come around in my hometown I guarantee they get stitches
Lifting a mic against me dog I swear I'm fighting to win this
Rapping I'm reckless but I guarantee ya fans will defend us/
UH yeah and I'm bout to takeover
K. Dot ya section 80 then call Jay over
Your gonna need a god just to falter my reign
Cause of the pain
Young Nephilim set fire to rain
[Hook: Caz Cray]
I've been suffering in silence, and they paid me no mind
I been stuck inside the shadows for a really long time
It feels like they forgot about me, well I'm here to remind
You that the World is gonna hear me when it's my time to shine
Y'all ain't gonna have any choice
Everybody's gonna hear my voice
Y'all ain't ever gonna k** this noise
Hell naw you ain't takin' my joy
My vibe y'all can't destroy
The whole world's gonna feel my poise
And y'all ain't gonna have any choice
Everybody's gonna hear my voice
[Verse 3: Caz Cray]
So why do I do this? I do this cause this is the only way they'll ever hear what I say
I do this..Cause y'all never show love to Benjamin, but you gonna show love to Cray
I do this...for everyone on the planet who feels their existence is futile
And I do this...'cause I'm sick of being ignored by you all, if I can be truthful
I'm sick of being disregarded, and I'm tired of feeling no love
They treating me like I'm garbage, and honestly I've had enough
So, you're gonna hear me, till you're sick of my voice, nah you ain't gonna have any choice
You ain't gon have any say, sick of the games that you play, you're gonna listen to Cray
I'm through with biting my tongue, pretending everything is fine
When I sit alone in my room with all these thoughts invading my mind
So now I'll be speaking them all, and you gon be feelin the pain in my rhymes
Cause when it comes to my pa**ion, I'm k**in beats at the drop of a dime
I'm finally reaching my element, so your opinion of me is irrelevant
Before, I was seen as the skeleton locked in the cupboard but now I'm the elephant
That's in the room, you better get used to me, cause you ain't gonna have no choice
And you can try to mute me but soon the whole world's gonna hear my voice
[Hook: Caz Cray]
I've been suffering in silence, and they paid me no mind
I been stuck inside the shadows for a really long time
It feels like they forgot about me, well I'm here to remind
You that the World is gonna hear me when it's my time to shine
Y'all ain't gonna have any choice
Everybody's gonna hear my voice
Y'all ain't ever gonna k** this noise
Hell naw you ain't takin' my joy
My vibe y'all can't destroy
The whole world's gonna feel my poise
And y'all ain't gonna have any choice
Everybody's gonna hear my voice