{verse 1}
Look who’s back?
I’m upgrading in a bit
Thinking back when i was just a little kid
Making little songs in my room to a hundred subs
Was thinking, will i ever make it big?
Nowadays, i’m thinking of a coffin
Closing up the lid
Wishing my own death
Started slipping from my mind often
Getting told to “man up” and soften
Starting wishing i was on my deathbed
Starting hoping that my breaths dead
Then i moved to a new place
Made some new friends instead
My thoughts were disappearing
But then this whole lockdown trapped me in a case
Locked up away from the human race
Wanted to create some music but i was never motivated
But now it’s january and i’m contemplating my music
2019 songs were just a stupid skit
Maybe i should upgrade it
(‘cause it’s wack?)
{verse 2}
But finally
Upgrading
I don’t need to change my pitch to a song
Or make a couple accounts to message me
Imagine dropping a diss in another language
Response comes out and he doesn’t upload again (woo)
Returns finished you
Dead really finished you
Music’s up on a crane (compared to yours)
I’ve been progressing on my mental health
I guess i need to build up on my strength
Last couple months of school, i need to build up on my wealth
I’m keeping relationships at an arm’s length
I made a song called help me but i never got any help
Looking back, i should’ve got the help
I took a step back from doing music
I need to prep jack for it too quick
Drop deep life and then go have a rest
But i guess i need to upgrade it