I feel like it was all in my head
I feel like questioning her makes me f**ing insane
I feel like everything she did wrong I can explain
And that makes it okay for her to get in my brain
I feel like it was my fault, like I was too sensitive
I feel like I was lashing out for no reason but that ain't me
I feel
Feel like I been forgetting who I am
I feel like I need her here to remind me who I am
And that's f**ed up
And to some extent I can see it
Mind control 101 I'm a victim and now I know it
Cause when i love I love deep, and my love never sleeps
Give me your heart I'll carry it but I'll never ever leave it
I'll keep it dry when it's pouring outside
I'll put it down if it's tired to ride
And I ain't perfect but God knows I'm trying
I'm invested and I can handle anything
As long as I can be me, yeah
As long as I can be free, yeah
As long as I'm not made to feel crazy
As long as I'm not made to feel unworthy
As long as I can be me
As long as I can be free, yeah
But right now that's not how I feel
And I'm not sure what I'm saying I just know I gotta heal
Cause something is broken right there inside of me
I feel like my heart was stolen and I never said oui
But for some reason I ain't angry, I just need to know it's real
I need to be reminded. I need to be believed
Please
Please tell me I ain't making this up, please
Please tell me that she really f**ed me up
Cause I was fine before I met her, I was getting so much better
I was homeless, I was so stressed but I had so much power
I had taken my wings out and I was learning to fly
I had so many dreams yeah, I had so many smiles
But as I was about to take off, carrying her with me
She nailed my wings to the ground, made me question everything
Something deep inside of me when off like
"f** this ain't right."
But she turned around and said "I love you, it'll be alright."
She said...
"Why you always gotta be so defensive?
You don't know what love is, you should really just trust me
Nobody's ever loved you like I will yeah
Nobody's ever seen you but I did yeah
I love you for all the good reasons
I love you free, I love you deep, I love you real yeah
I'll love you forever, I'll love your wrinkles
I love everything about you
I love your drimples." And yeah...
I feel like I'll love her forever
I feel like I'll always surrender
To her smile but I should hide, yeah
Or should I wait a little longer?