[Lucas Charlie Rose:]
I need to heal
Cause I feel like my soul is broken
Feel like I lost touch with reality
Yeah my head is spinning
I'm feeling exposed
Feel like somebody stole my secrets
Like my heart is on the ground
And anybody could step on it
I'm trynna look forward but I'm being held back
Feel like my truth doesn't belong to me
Like I should take it back
But how can it not be real if I'm feeling like this?
Something had to happen if I'm bleeding like this
Been left to my defences on the side of the road
Emotional hit and run, didn't know but now I do
I remember sh** better every day that goes by
I can see so much clearer now but I still feel like
I could give her my whole world she just gotta ask
Wanted to spend my life with her and that ain't in the past
Cause God you know I love her and I can't take that back
But I need to stop hoping that she will take me back
[Jhene Aiko:]
I don't need you [x4]
But I want you
I don't mean to [x4]
But I love you
[Lucas Charlie Rose:]
I know I shouldn't be spending so much time thinking 'bout her
My friends keep telling me that I deserve so much better
But I can't seem to care, she's all I want it's clear
And I know that her love is toxic but I find myself praying
That she'll apologize, say everything will be fine
Say "Lucas I'm sorry and I still wanna be your wife."
But at the same time I can't hide
The fact that I'm terrified
Of being gaslit again cause I know I can't handle that
And she got so much power, she makes me feel so weak
She got a whole army and I only have me
Me and my music, me and my lyrics
So I listen to my songs on repeat cause I know they believe me
That they believe my pain
That they believe my brain
That they will never doubt me
They'll always keep me sane
[Jhene Aiko:]
I don't need you [x4]
But I want you
I don't mean to [x4]
But I love you
And though
I don't need you [x4]
I still want you
I don't mean to [x4]
But I, but I love you