I've been depressed lately, but I'm tryna ditch it
I got my heart broken; and im tryna stitch it
I wake up everyday, not knowing who I am
Not knowing who to trust; not knowing who I can't
I'm sick of all these lies; that all yall feed to me
I dont need a friend; just someone to believe in me
Or have the deceny, to give me motivation
Skippin checkpoints, i've been lookin for my destination
You say my ex girl, is all I talk about
You spend 3 years with someone before walking out
See how you cope with it, I bet you'd do the same
I read the rulebook; but I guess we played a different game
Thats fine with me, youre who you want to be
The world will end before you know how much you meant to me
I gotta move along, and just forget it all
Dont you EVER hit me up, or even ask to call
Still live at moms; I'm 19
Still fiending paper like an empty f**ing fax machine
It's time to grow up, and get my sh** together
I'd rather now, than struggle wit money forever
Without no money, whats the point in living life
If everydays a struggle, never gettin sleep at night
I've gotta walk to places, I dont have a car
I'll never ask for one, cause my father works too hard
40 hour week, half the rent, pays gone
Without a penny in your pocket, makes the day long
I vent for me, I don't vent for you
Stop acting like you know me, YOU AINT GOTTA CLUE
I rap about the sh** that I've been through
Or what I've seen, dont you ever tell me what to do
Or what to say, I make my own decisions
Don't you ever split my heart, I make my own incisions
When a friend becomes a groupie thats the end of it
Our relationship is done, there's no mending it
I respect women, who respect their body
I don't respect women, who think and breathe naughty
I met this girl, who denied me twice
Now that I rap its different, cause now she wants to pipe
She wants a slice, texts me everynight
Busy wit her life; but always got the time to skype
For all you f*ggots, who always think im heartless
I've just grown, and i've learned to use my heart less