I've been a little lost lately, i guess i'm not the same person
My days are gloomy and in life, i live a different version
Musics just a hobby, no it ain't my real work
And i ain't makin money, guess i need a deal first
People mad at me, cuz i ain't releasin songs
I'm only writin when i'm pissed, but don't get me wrong
Releasin music would as well make me happy too
But when you bug me, thats is the last thing i wanna do
I had a hater call me up, startin' sh** wit me
He started talkin all these threats, i was history
And since then I've seen you face about a dozen times
But you haven't done a thing, or even payed me mind
You're just a buncha talk, actin like u down to brawl
But then i see you in the streets, and nothings done at all
So with all these threats, i guess its time to hit the gym
Liftin weights to burn some stress, within the sh** im in
I've been mad lately, i dont have a reason either
The girl who makes me happys gone, i barely get to see her
Its okay though, cause it gives me time to miss her
Im impatient, but im waitin' just to hug and kiss her
Besides my girlfriend, i can barely even give a f**
50 job apps filled, but none of them have hit me up
And its gettin to me; always feelin stressed out
Starring at myself in the mirror, i need to reroute
I need a new plan, start something new now
Start hustlin, i'm old enough to move out
Buy a new house; i need to change my life up
Everyday is gettin old; same sh**, life s**s
I start to sell collabs, maybe make little guap
You call that selling out, saying that it needs to stop
Its just a little money, why is it you trippin for
I'm actin grown now, i ain't listenin anymore
And i ain't care, ain't give a f** what you others say
I'm me, myself, and i, guess i'm lonely anyway
I guess i'm slightly insecure, bout how my face look
0 friends in my life, a thousand on my facebook
It ain't makin sense, cuz im gettin lots of views
I ain't got no friends, i ain't got sh** to lose
No ones heard of me, and i ain't gettin recognized
Everydays the same thing, all i do i stay inside
I ain't got regrets, cause at the time i wanted it
Lifes a journey, im just showing off accomplishments