This is the first day of my last days
I built it up, now I take it apart, climbed up real high, now fall down real far
No need for me to stay, the last thing left, I just threw it away
I put my faith in God and my trust in you, now there's nothing more f**ed up I could do
Wish there was something real, wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you
I'm the one without a soul, I'm the one with this big f**ing hole
No new tale to tell, twenty-six years, on my way to Hell
Gotta listen to your big time, hard line, bad luck, fist f**
Don't think you're having all the fun, you know me, I hate everyone
Wish there was something real, wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you
I want to but I can't turn back
But I want to